Personality compatibility, what?

What did I do? It was going so well. The conversations were flirty and fun. He even started making plans……

Then it all went away. So suddenly. The calls stopped, the texts diminished, the plans vanished. I cant help but wonder why? I look for an answer and create ideas in my head of what could have gone wrong. Nothing satisfies the hurt. Whether I get an answer or not, the feelings are still the same, I wasn’t enough.

I received a response, and it still wasn’t enough for me. The only thing I can think of is that I was taller than him, and he got intimidated. There was no first kiss, no official date. Am I too ugly? Too tall? Too annoying? What???? But being the shallow person that I am, setting myself up for a specific style of person that I want in my life, I chose to overlook the “shortness” aspect and see beyond the physical and settle for a smaller stature. He would have to be really insecure to have that determine our compatibility. The sense of humor back and forth from Day 1 of interactions was awesome, but suddenly it stopped. He called it personality differences. When really, in the beginning he even analyzed our zodiac signs and was looking for reasons why we would get along so well. All of a sudden we are not compatible. Though I got an answer to what was happening directly from the source, it didn’t seem right, but I wasn’t going to question it any further. He didn’t deserve any kind of response from me, if he wasn’t going to give it a chance. He must have amnesia, or just found someone more “compatible.” FOMO, perhaps? who knows…..

September 2017